Fatigue

I feel so tired today...after cleaning the 2nd floor of the house and then the 1st floor. At this moment, I really wish to have a maid...huhu...

I actually don't enjoy cleaning at the moment because it hurts my lower back.😭 When pain strikes, I usually get mad and easily get annoyed. I really hope I'm a calm parent so that at this critical moment I don't have to push my children away.

I brought my children to the shopping mall today and made an appologise especially to the eldest son. He cried and hugged me...how he missed my old character before I got pregnant...cheerful and funny. Mommy is extremely sorry, Yahya...

I admit this pregnancy is the most painful ever...sitting is painful, walking is painful, even lying down is painful. I can't wait to end this two months towards the EDD. I'm currently taming my anger and I hope to become a more tolerated person...Really hope to welcome back the funny me...